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24. Te Araroa Journal Entry 07.01.24
I have officially been on the road for 6 days and by tomorrow’s 9am, I will have travelled a total of 150km of trail. Physical updates: My socks have not been properly dry for 4 days and that is making for some exceptionally uncomfortable blisters. I feel a sharp pain in my left heel when I try do down dog…
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23. Te Araroa Journal Entry 06.01.24
I write today from Merriview Hut, where accommodation is $15 NZD inside the hut and $10 NZD if you choose to pitch your tent; an extra dollar earns you a fresh egg, which you can boil in water from the running tap. And this is my paradise, today, for last night when I shimmied into my sleeping bag and shut…
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22. Te Araroa Journal Entry 03.01.24
I woke up rather slowly this morning; it’s really something how good a sleep feels after you’ve earned it! Not that you have to earn sleep! But you know what I mean! I’m in that space between spaces, the purgatory-esque realm between my body’s old schedule and the new one to which it will so quickly adapt. And so, I…
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21. Te Araroa Journal Entry 02.01.24
I covered 40km today. Half of it quite quickly, thanks to Lilly and Haley, the mother/daughter duo who picked me up quite soon after I hit the main road this morning. It was windy and, as I learned from the backseat of her car, Haley takes pride in her capacity for helping others. When she dropped me at the Pak…
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20. Te Araroa Journal Entry 01.01.24
It was sunny today in Auckland, funnily enough, and I emerged from the bathroom at the Grand Harbour Chinese restaurant, after my first ever yum cha, wondering if there may ever come a day when I stop being scared right before I do scary things. I got in my Uber, leaving mom and brother behind, and I cried softly, wishing…
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19. Trying to Not Forget What This Year Meant to Me at Twenty-Three
I recently saw a painting with scribbled words (my favorite manner of words): “tomorrow will be the same but not as this is” (Upon further research: Colin McMahon was a New Zealand artist whose work often featured overlayed text <3) And so I wanted to type up an ode to 2023, just so I maybe one day look at this…
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18. Trying to Decide My Orientation at Twenty-Three
As in Navigate As in Use a compass for the first time Also as in Find my True North Whatever that means I am typing from inside my roomy new Big Agnes tent (brand chosen after what I would consider extensive research on “best ultralight backpacking tents”), still connected to WiFi in my backyard, which is “the garden” to my…
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17. Trying to Grow Without Outgrowing at Twenty-Three
You must visit home because if you do not, you will not be there to hear your brother remember how you used to take your tea and your oats on the go when you were driving that old manual Jeep that would one day be his in high school. You will not then, as you take that corner on this…
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16. Trying to Find my Core at Twenty-Three
As in Core Values Here are some values given to me by others throughout my years: communication, hard work, accountability, trust, leadership, diversity, loyalty, love. Like guides, these themes have led me to well, here. And now what? Who guides me now that I get to choose? One beloved English teacher once said that in the practice of literary analysis,…
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15. Trying To Visit Home at Twenty-Three
Like the countdown to Christmas onward from December 12th, it sounds good on paper but anyone who knows anything about how time has a way of passing does the math to find, somehow, today is only one day closer to tomorrow than yesterday was and that seems impossible and requires far too much presence. I release the fear of being…